The thing that's bothering me the most today is the fact that I really want to go back to school...and I mean REALLY! I always knew I would go back and get my master's (in what I have no idea), but I just can't seem to get to a point to make that happen. I keep working hard to pay off certain things, make room in my budget, work toward having the money to go to school. And it feels like every time I make some progress, something comes up and those funds I've saved for school end up somewhere else. Its so frustrating!
Of course, there are other things on my mind. And with all these things in my way, I can't seem to find my happy focus I usually have. My positive attitude toward life is just missing. I can even list many great things in my life. Like....
- Sara, my whole world
- Sara and I's continued good health
- An amazing man who takes wonderful care of me and makes me feel like a princess
- A good job
- A safe place to live
- My dog
- All the opportunities life has put in front of me and Sara
- And many others...